I'am Back

Well I'am back. It has been awhile sense I have wrote in my journal. I have been going thur some times and emotionally lost track of everything. But I'am still sober. It will be 7 months on the !st God willing. I had to really get in touch with me. Falling into the trap with a friend that just made it easier and I wasn't working my program to the fullest.  Relationships with another man is going to take some time. I still haven't gotten over my husband and I still love him. To be with someone in soberity it is really scarey. ( like the first time all over again) well I guess it really is. Thank you to all that noticed that I wasnt writting and checked in to see if I was ok. You are ALL always in my prayers. I just wanted to write to say hello and i'll be back in full swing of my journal soon. Learning what acceptance is can really be a chore at times, but God and the women in my life are helping sooooooooooo  much now.. Well till later, tomarro a beach day, the shore and the night skies are breath taking now and only to get better and better as summer comes on... Love you all Gail