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Tuesday, December 10, 2013

10 to 1

Well it has been awhile sense I wrote, again getting away from what I should do to get the stuff and experiences out of my head. What a year can't believe it is almost a start of a new one. This year has been up and down :Thank God I'm sober". I'm faced with a addict son that tears my heart. I worry but I have to remember and have faith that God didn't bring me this far and thru so many experiences to break me down.  I pray for him always he is 26 and a father of two most blessed children, they are gifts to me, I love my grandkids with so much that it brings love to a different level. My daughter in Law God bless her but she also enables and with a program in me I know that is none of my business, BUT I do speak up at times. She's a good Mom. I feel my life is at a standstill right now, really not knowing what direction is next. I'll just have to follow the path that is laid out before me & trust it. Any insight would love options. Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year.

With love always, Jersey Shore Girl.

Gail

Thursday, October 17, 2013

October " A feeling"

 

On Oct. 1st, I celebrated via. Phone internet. Every time I want to go get my coin on a Friday Night Avalon either I had to work late or something happened. Now all excited about tomorrow night and my Uncle dies? What the heck. There's a very special lady named Ginger that has my 10yr coin. Can't wait to God gives me a break. don't think I'm going to pray for patients anymore, lol.. I find myself paralyzed with the feeling something is going to happen to my son. No one will sentence him, commit him or save him,,,, Only God and him, I'm watching in time, him die it kills me it took me six years to say NO and mean it, He now has my Grand Daughter my angle joy and a two month boy named Anthony. The hardest part is I don't want to face that my  son is going to die if he doesn't stop using,, The worst part, I CAN"T DO ANYTHING FOR HIM NOW,, HE HAS TO TAKE HIS OWN JOURNEY,,I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I DONT LIKE HIM((  I pray. life goes on after 10 years just now you realize some of your problems, Just to find out more later,, Love it.. Please keep Anthony my son in your prayers to spare him from this addict life,,amen

Thank You
Love Too All "The Jersey Shore Girl" xxlloo



Saturday, October 5, 2013

Harvest Moon 2013 Shot By: Gail Schlue Stone Harbor, NJ
The loves of my life.. My grand Babies>

2013 can't believe it!

Well Oct. 1st I celebrated 10 years without a drink. I'm thinking back on all the changes. I have two grandchildren now relations have changed/ Some grew together some apart. My Mom passed away and I was sober to take care of her the last 8 days from when she was released from the hospital. Years ago OMG I would have drank for a month and still because of that alone. Poor Me! Pour me a drink. Thank God I haven't in 10 years and the desire is gone. I always have to remember where I came from, Where I'm at & how did I get here!
I don't know what lays ahead for me but God has a plan,, I didn't believe that for a while, but let me tell you (for me).. I know and have felt the presents of God all the time or just out of the blue. and I just Thank Him for today.
I hope to start writing again, I started this in 2003 my book is getting full, lol.. But I read how it was and how it is now and boy it's amazing.

I love yeah,, Jersey Shore Girl..xxoo