Well it has been hard lately to Let go and let happen whats suppose to happen in life. My son is back living with me and has 4 months clean and sober I can't help but be worried all the time. He is working now and is on his way to court this morning to face some of the wreckage of his past but is it the past or is it just going to recurre again? I stress all the time. I went and signed for a motorcycle for him so he would have transportation back and forth to work I knew in my heart that this was going to become more then this. he is on that bike 24-7. I'm scared. It has been so hard to let go and let God, even to say that is hard these days. I'm tired all the time and feel like I'm going in circles. I'm coming up on 5 years sober and it was much better the first couple of years. I go to meeting all the time but when I come home and here what Rob has to say and then Anthony's stuff it just cancels any peace that I may find. I really don't know what to do. I'm getting to old to have to worry all the time. I work hard and cannot sleep. Please keep Anthony in the prayers to clean up the road that took so much time to mess up. He is 21 and sober I just want to see a normal life for my child.
