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Friday, November 7, 2014

IT'S BEEN SO LONG


It has been so long sense I wrote. Everday I say today is the day and it passes. Allot has changed.  I've had allot of happy times and very sad. That is life and had them Sober. I celebrated 11 years on Oct. 1st. {I feel so guilty I haven't even shared it with my group or recieved my coin. This year with the cleaning business it  took a great tolland went very fast. With the South Jersey Shore being restored 85% tourist came in and put families of lARGE sizes in these already big places in Stone Harbor. June was a wash because the kids had school late due to snow, and I had too many workers I have to learn to limit my workers sometimes. I get out and work just as hard as two of them something is wrong with that picture.My relationship well it is what it is,, still have that empty spot in my soul not always. My son is not doing good.. It took me 8 years of enabling to now I had him arrested Nov. 3rd.  I feel horrible I love my Son but with the heroine and being Bi-Polar (untreated) my Grandkids and Daughter in Law comes first. I pray everyday my Son has a normal life someday he just turned 27 old to him young to me. Work has slowed down now,, I don't see the light of day from May-Oct.. Well I hope everyone out there is well, Enjoy the Holidays coming up. Stay Sober just for today.


Love the Jersey Shore Girl,, Gail