Where did the time go.. Wish I could turm it back.

 

10 to 1

Well it has been awhile sense I wrote, again getting away from what I should do to get the stuff and experiences out of my head. What a year can't believe it is almost a start of a new one. This year has been up and down :Thank God I'm sober". I'm faced with a addict son that tears my heart. I worry but I have to remember and have faith that God didn't bring me this far and thru so many experiences to break me down.  I pray for him always he is 26 and a father of two most blessed children, they are gifts to me, I love my grandkids with so much that it brings love to a different level. My daughter in Law God bless her but she also enables and with a program in me I know that is none of my business, BUT I do speak up at times. She's a good Mom. I feel my life is at a standstill right now, really not knowing what direction is next. I'll just have to follow the path that is laid out before me & trust it. Any insight would love options. Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year.

With love always, Jersey Shore Girl.

Gail