Winter Melt away:

Well thank God for Sunshine, I was getting Gloomy with all this crazy weather. Well thank God We changed our wedding date to Oct. 7th we where suppose to be married on April 15 and we where hit with a major Nor Eastern, LOl funny how things work out. I'm sitting here thinking about where did the time go my God my youngest Son is going to be 18 I remember when I was drinking I couldn't wait for the time to go. I always said that when the last one is 18 I'm free. Boy what i missed. I was very active with my kids but NOT a morning person if you get what i mean. and not home at night. I had that Bartender life. 25 years of it. ( i don't know how I survived ) or better yet how the people around me survived. It is sad to think  I wished time away, now I look at it like a wish granted each day. It was funny i came home tonite i have two ferrets and a cat you would think a baby field mouse  would have committed suicided trapped in this house, but No they where playing I was so amazed i just sat and watched. you know ANIMALS  do have such a loving outlook on life all they know is love, fun.eat,sleep,poop,lol I want to come back as a loving animal without knowing all the choices and screw ups humans have and do. Time is flying, I happy to be sane and sober today to enjoy the time i have now. With Love & Huggs    ( Gail ) jersey shore girl