Well last year it was a year that was very depressing because all I wanted was to be home with my Husband and Kids for the Christmas Holidays, but this year it's alittle different. Even though I have almost 15 months sober my head still gets All Jammed up at times. I though I was going crazy last week but they say this is all normal. It is really hard to keep in the day sometimes. There are days that I just want to get in my car and run, the easy way out. The marriage didn't pan out but God did put a wonderful person in my life and he is so at peace with himself that I just look at him and say is he real. This has been a hell of a year, progress is slow and patiences is not my thing but I'm learning. I have alot to be gratiful for, and one is that I do have a second set of holidays, there are many that don't. I have to start writting again or the demons in my head are going to take the best of me. For me to journal is a way to release all that postive and negitive energy out. I did manage to complete my Reiki 1 class and to practice that does help. So until I have something else to write " I'll be back"
PS- A wet bird never flies at night. (why)
Love yeah all, Gail
