2012

Well another Year has come and Gone!  I went from Reeds Beach, NJ to Capemay Courthouse. My Granddaughter turned three. and in Oct. it was 9 years for me. :}} Some things in my life need some looking at that I haven't made priority yet, but are going on my to do list. I was able to watch my youngest Son and Future daughter-in-Law run the 26.8 Marathon in Philadelphia this year with my Daughter. That was amazing. I also did the "Light of the Night" in Delaware "Cancer Walk". in honor of my Mother.
My ex-husband has battled for a longtime now and is Cancer Free. God willing. We moved to cape may Courthouse right before Sandy Hit. And Thank God we lost 8 out of ten homes. My Children are amazing and there spouses. My Middle Son still is struggling at times. I pray for him everyday.  It's funny I work Hard, have a place to live and luxury that comes along with that. But there always feel like a piece of  My puzzle is missing?

My Grandaughter is amazing , Words can't explain.

Well 2013 come on. Lets see what I can do this year. :{}:
Jersey Shore Girl, Gail

The Mirrow Effect.

2012

Calm Before Sunshine

Well it;s been awhile sense I've posted. Again so much has changed. On Oct. 1st I celebrated 9 years without a drink :amazing". I we are now getting ready doe Hurricane Sandy. NJ shore possible hit.
God Grant Me The Serenity to be stuck in for a couple of days. My Daughter and I leave for a cruise next Sat. Boy she really timed that one Great. Allot has changed in my lfe but at the same time still feels the same, if that makes any sense. I'm hoping to Journal when I go away next Week, My Mom said a couple of years ago, " When both my daughter are 50 we will all go on a cruise together" My Sister and I are  Gemini Twins "same age for about three weeks out of the year". I turned 50 in June she will be 50 May 22 2013. But anyway. My Mom passed away " It was fast and I just can't put words to it". It was a year April 2012 we buried her. Well in June on my Birthday my Daughter came over she cooked Dinner, and also Surpized me with a cruise and set it all up My two sisiter's and my Daughter all leave next Sat the 3rd.. Amazing. Good things are happening someone reminded me tonite. To just get out of the way and let it happen.
Great Advice, Till Later South Jersey Shore Girl. Galewinds

New Season:

Well again I haven't wrote in so long. So much going on. It has been a year sense my Mom has passed and what a year. It still feels like groundhog day. lol The over and over bit. My Granddaughter will be 3 in Aug. she is amazing. My Son her father will be 25 in May, he is in Rehab right now. He just can't get it ,,, Drugs .. This is the first time he has stayed and wanted the program Pray he will have some kind of Spiritual change this time. He is going to Die, It was getting close this time. My Ex-Husband which still remains a Friend of mine is going thought his Battle again with Health issues.. I pray for so many people lol.. I have to go to bed a half hour early lol...
I will be 50 in June and for the first time I can say I feel it. This has been a hard winter and anyone who lives in a resort area knows you work your ass off in The Summer to make it though the Winter. Spring has sprung time to catch up. I cook at a restaurant PT on the off season, soon it will be coming to a end. I get busy soon. I'm trying to promise myself that this Summer no matter how busy I get "I MUST MAKE IT TO THE BEACH" :}}}.
Truely Yours, Jersey Shore Girl- Gail

What Now!!!!!!

Looking back on 2011, man what a year. So many changes and hurtful sad times. I lost my Mom this past year and opened a whole new area of emotions that I really don't know how to deal with. Relationships should that even be in my future???????  I'm in a relationship now it started off with Joy Love and confusion but it is turning into just a repeat of my own doing.  I just may be alone???? I have no friends to hang with or even talk to these days, I don't know when the last time I was truly happy with all in my life. I can't explain others stuff but I know when it affects my emotions then what??? I don't know how I managed to stay sober for over eight years it's amazing, I just want to be happy,,,, on the same page with that special someone. I feel out of link.. I pray for other people maybe I should start praying for myself. Looking back into this journal that is over 8 years old "Man " when is life going to be happy again????


I feel sick, tired, and out of air!!!!!!  Please Please Please make 2012 the year for healing or growth that's all I pray for.

Until Later,,, Jersey Shore Girl.. Love yeah.