Wow its been awhile sense i wrote in this journal. I'm still sober coming up on Five years just got so tied up into life that i forgot where my life started hahaa.. Life is busy and I'm feeling grateful today the things that materialized in these past years are something else. I'm proud to say that my trouble child Anthony is now clean & sober for 90 days after hitting a horrible almost deadly bottom, and now has his own journey to go on. he looks and seems so different this time, I pray.. I have a friend in the program that i watched come in and grow for two years now and she is just wonderful and to be around long enough now to see someone else blossom is such a miracle. Summer is here my favorite time of the year and my busiest but i love it. I stuggle to stay in One day at a time but working on it. I want to try to get back into my writing I didn't realize that i missed it so much ( my time for me) and to reach out to people that understand me in whatever spills out.. lol.. i pray everyone is doing good I'm so blessed to be sober. My daughter was married on may 16th what a gift to be sober to attend that event. I took advice from someone special she told me before you walk into the room and face the ex-hubby and new wife people from my past and the fantasy of the big party just Let God walk in before you he will be your best escort you know it work.. A drink never came into my mond and the wedding was beautiful even with the little stuff that goes wrong in the course of a event & to add it rained Hard all day and night but it was ok.. Thank you God for helping me and thank you to my family in the rooms of AA for helping me with my LIFETIME journey..
Until next time Love you all::: Gail {jersey shore girl}...